First week of school..how was everyone's 1st week. mine was just crazy, additional to school this semester, i started to work alot more. work every single day except monday and saturday. but they aren't long hours. mostly 4 to 5 hrs, so i guess that's a good thing. but still i feel sooo tired already..sigh. how am i gonna survive this semester!?

anywayz yesterday i heard a funny story, i thought it was quite funny. but erick don't think so. so here it goes. This is a real story according to that person that told me. One day, in a parking lot outside Casino Rama, two cars were fighting over a spot. one is a BMW, and another was a ferri (did i spell it rite?) anywayz. the spot was suppose to be ferri's. but the BMW took it away from the ferri..so the ferri dude got off and starting yelling at the BMW dude.
BMW said "hey u need speed for these kinda things."
ferri guy got really mad, he turn his car around, and speed it, BUM. he crashed his nice ferri car into the BMW. the two cars were total lost. Ferri guy got out, and said "hey, u need money for these kinda things", and walked straight into the casino.. ahhaha..i find it sooo funny, the BMW guy deserved it!!! haha.

FUCK
diu..i haven't been concentrating on studying this semester...shiet...too lazy to open my text book..so guess wat..i failed a test...and did bad on the other two....shiet...concentrate CATH

btw, i rename myself to stephy...LOLz long story.if u wanna noe, ask me to tell u the story when i see u..whahah

my labour day weekend was soooo fun. i headed out to boston on sept 1 around 9ish pm..that took forever for us to actually get going..us being so stupid we forgot to mark down which hotel we book rooms for..lolz..so we have to head back to thomas' house to find out...that took us 2 hours..ahha..technically we started our long long drive around 11ish pm....sigh..such a long drive, got to boston on sept 2nd 11ish am...yes 12 hours drive..and i couldn't sleep on the car..so i kept talking to erick to help him stay awake..i missed the sunset..there were too much frog..arrrr..

1st day at boston: spent the whole afternoon SLEEPING..lolz..we all got tired from driving 12 hours..slept til 3ish 4 pm...then we headed out to get beer...lolz.yup we spent the 1st day drinking til 2ish, and sleeping..

2nd day: woke up at 10am, head to boston downtown to Quincy Market..that was sooo fun..lots of yummy food..there's lobster sandwich..that was my lunch..heehee..walked around that area the whole day..for dinner i have a whole lobster!!! it was sooo cheap $11 for one lobster...erick and thomas have 2 lobsters..then head home..start drinking again...this time we drink while we play MJ..lolz yes we got our own MJ table. play til 3ish 4..ahhaha..they got Wendy's for "siu Yeah"

3rd day: OUTLET MALL..didn't buy much..just got a pair of shoe, $30 US...whahaha..walked around the outlet til 7ish...we ate lunch at 3..haha..we didn't realize it was too late..lolz..headed to dinner at 10..then went back to the hotel and start drinking again...never drunk sooo much b4...i kept losing...my whole dinner came out too..lolz if u know wat i mean

4th day: heading back to toronto..again..12 hours drive..sigh..got home at midnite

btw the onlee thing i hate about my boston trip was that MCDONALD didn't have my lobster burger...they said they have that every 2 yrs...arrr..they have it last yr. so none for me this yr...sigh...must go back next yr for my MCDONALD lobster burger..whahaha

pictures of my boston trip are on my imagestation..jen found it distrubing..ahhaha...

Lots of things happen in my family lately. i wanna thanx all those who stood beside me throughout these times...thanx!!!

have ne one of u thought of how sad ur childhood toy is..will i think they are sooooo cham...u loved it for awhile...then it goes into a box at the very back of ur closet...it stayed there for about a yr or two..then into the garage sales...and there it goes headed to the next owner...it repeats the cycle over and over until it BREAKS..know wat, that's how relationships are like...like toys...the very first few months alwayz sticking together, alwayz putting each other on the very first place on ur list...then there it goes...drop to the very bottom...sooner or later ur name doesn't even appear on the list ne more...so why..why do we put ourselves into the cycle...

love..we get it from family and friends..so why do we need lovers for??

don't know where this topic came up...i'm so full of bs..aka creative mind in a negative way.

wah already
GUESS WAT ppl is my bday again..whaha..actually i'm not as excited as i was a week ago..my feeling now is like blah, watever i'm just getting a yr older..arrrr..OLD> can't believe we are 22, oops i meant 18..haha..that's my wish this yr, i wish i'm 18..hold on..18 is no good. i can't drink yet...then let's change it while i still have time...19 it is..haha..yrs past by so fast.. i went by FMM few days ago..thought back lots of memories..all those laughters and fun..oh my, this is a sign of getting old..old ppl tend to think back...ahaha...and plus this reminds me i need to act my age..lolz..just 4 more hours til march 2...gonna act my age in 4 hours..yea rite..

oh almost forgot...JEN..this is a reminder to u!!! hahaha..and damn follow the list..especially the first one on it..hold on, i think emily said she will get that for me..ahahhaa...then u move onto the next one...i'm not sure wat is the second on there..but i'm sure i'll love it..and i'm sure it's fuxxing expensive..haha..or u noe wat just skip to the last one..is the cheapest one..haha..i don't think it will cost u anything either...lolz..

gonna spend my last 4 hours being 21 wisely, example. non stop gaming...whahhahahaha

saturday...it started out ok...then work was sooo tiring for some reason..then more work...that kills..arrr..watever..went to pizza hut..order soo much food..end up taking half a pizza home...but not me through..cuz that half pizza gonna take me forever to finish..haha..watch that really sad movie on omni...sooo sad!!! it turns out everybody died!! wat kinda movies end like that..arrr...bascially it was a great saturday nite (I think)...i thought i could have gone to sleep very quickly tonite..but i couldn't...cuz i end up playing a game after i got home...that game just messed up my whole great saturday nite...i try so hard to pass that stupid stage..and it took me a whole hour, while ppl takes like 15 mins or so...wtf...i got too serious into the game, and started to get pissed off...it seems like i am a fucking loser in everything i do...i try hard, but never succeed..i know it's just a game ma...but too many things happen in january already, way too many. can't take them all..this game just made me seem like i'm a bigger failer! btw i am..at least i think i am...

2005..thought it would be a better yr. guess i was wrong..first few days was great...and then back to my bad luck..so upset rite now..don't wanna say nething to neone..but then i need to say THANK YOU to those that have been here for me..thank you..i will pull myself together..and i will never let u ppl down again..i promise..thank you very very much...

oops...forgot to post here to say....
Happy NEW YR. and may the coming school term be the best one ever.*crossing fingers*.

school..it's coming AGAIN!. so not ready yet. that's wat happen every time when break hits the end... there goes another hard working term..where am i gonna find time to play maplestory.(my new game)..it is soo fun..i get to be a MAGICIAN..wahahha..

humm..wat happen in 2004. ALOT. but don't remember much.ahaha..i have short term memory..all i remember is i have sooo much sushi during 2004...yummy..lolz. let's see 2004...
1) first time i got super drunk, don't know a word i'm saying..most embrassing moment ever. don't wanna mention..ahha..
2)got in touch w/ some long lost frds. that was super nice, chat for a long long time and had a party at her place
3)MONTREAL: great laughs, especially the pics (u won't believe wat we took..ahha..can't share in public.lolz), first time gamble in a casino and lost $5 (but thomas won 100ish, and treated us beer), first time got a hotel room fire alarm went on (btw, noone showed up to checked on us..sigh), the longest drive ever (my butt hurt after.lolz)
4)spend sooo much money on clothing during the summer..unbelievable ar..i don't even remember wat i brought..i think alot of those clothing are still NEW>..lolz..oops...
5)there is school..i believe this is one of the term that i have put the most effort into studying. & it didn't turn out as good as i thought it will...sigh..well wat does that mean...just gonna work even harder for the up coming ones...
6) finally, our new yr's eve party...met up w/ high school frds. awww..i miss our high school moments..wish time can travel back. wat great memories.
even thou. i mention so much good times, overall i think 2004 have been the worst yr for most of us.. not a good yr to me..just didn't wanna mention the bad memories..don't wanna remember them..hope 2005 will be a better yr for all of us!!!!

Good luck everyone!!!

today was such a good day...got up at around 11ish...went to no frills to get some food at around 1...got home...cooked..that cooking took long!!! haha...i start to eat around 3ish...that's how long it took...lolz...but yummy food...btw i didn't cook, if i cook, there's no way there will be food on the table..newayz...after eating, and some clean up...went to scarb. town center..erick have to change the size of his new pairs of shoes (good yr..pretty nice)...then went to fix his mom's phone...finally my turn to shop..whaha..wanted to buy this shirt. but it wasn't on sale...so i'll wait...no money ma...then i saw boots at Aldo..but they didn't have sittings for me to try them on...so decided to go to transit instead....and that was such a good choice. WHAHAHA...transit have 50% off the last listed price...soooo tempting...so i lined up to go inside..i have to line up...or else i'll never forgive myself...that only took 10 mins or so...try these boots on...nice...this is the cheapest things i have ever brought....guess wat the price (including tax) came out to...........21.39....whaahhaha..oh i just love transit rite now...21.39 for a pair of boots...yukes...
i love boxing week shopping..hahahaha..hope everyone got sth cheap like i did...

i got all excited b4 x'mas...but now not too excited at all...is not that i hate it...arrrr..can't described my feeling...i never seems happy when x'mas actually arrived...is nice and all to meet up w/ family and friends...dunno la...just something is missing...dunno wat through...arrrrr

tom is boxing day...and i think i'll stay home...don't get much outta boxing day newayz...some stores don't let ppl try on clothes newayz...

anywayz, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to everyone...